Hellooooo

So many wedding party to attend

left- before make up, right - after make up

i just give some treat to my hair. I semi-curly it. And i'm in love with the result. :) Is it suit me and my round face? 

forever21-  top and necklace
 WaldorfGarages -bandage skirt
 Vincii -shoes,
Gowigasa- bracelet

Color-Block detected , isn't it?

Say hello to my lovely Mommy..

just one pic with mom, but it comes so blurry :(

Anyway, my Decimal Shoes has just arrived, and im super love it. Gonna review it on my next post.. 

Have a nice day, Everyone. 

Much Love, 

Cindy Tanuwijaya

Nude and Asymetric

Last week i attend a wedding party with my brother. Yes, i love go to wedding ceremony and party. I love to see the Bride's Wedding dress match with the Groom Suit. They are soo happy and have a brightest smile than everyone on their D-day.  It was sooo damn Lovely. 

i wore asymetric dress - sungei wang ,  Bag- Mango, Heels - Vincii

 Jonathan Tanuwijaya look so short here HAHAHA

wooohoo, i look taller in this pic!  Necklace - F21, Bracelet - Gowigasa,

Me and my lovely little brother

This week been sooo boring for me. My bf is in exam week and im not going to disturb him cos i dont wanna see him fail in any subject he took.  I keep visiting my Granny, She still very weak , i really wish she will get well super soon , so i can take her to reflexy or do or eat something she like. 

anyway, im so happy look all nice comments on my blog, Nice comments from a very very very nice people really make my day and inspire me. Really Thankyou so much and im so appreciate it. :)

Have a great day everyone. :)

Much Love, Cindy Tanuwijaya

Escape from boring day

Hi guys, today's post is about my another escape to Pavilion KL on Sunday. Yeah, that day i was so boring and suddenly my friends asked me to join them to go to Pavilion KL and i joined them because i was so boring at home. do nothing. lazy to eat, lazy to sleep, so yes i went to pavilion AGAIN on that day. Enjoy the pictures. :) 

 bens' Pavilion KL

delicious spaghetti aglio olio and carbonara *droooolling 

some pictures of us

another picturess.. :)

Ohya, Ben's Pavilion KL can be one of recommended restaurant from me. The place is so comfy and have a nice environment. They provide you indoor and outdoor tables with cute simply cards about some recipes , and some topics to discuss with your friends or even partner.( so sad i forgot to take some pics ) I love that place. The food also drooling me like hell yet still affordable to me as a college students. :)

Anyway, i can't wait for 28 October 2011, come back to Jakarta ( my hometown ) and taking two months holiday. So happy and can't wait to meet my family, friends, and absolutely my love. :)

person i miss the most >.<

Anyway, all pictures i took by my Blackberry camera, so please excuse me for bad quality. 

Have a nice day everyone. 

Cheers, 

Cindy Tanuwijaya

OCTOBERRY

Hai everyone,

Longg long long time no blogging and actually i miss blogging so much. For the truth i still be a reader for some my favorite and blog that inspired me so much. In blogger or tumblr, i just assume its the same. :)

Hoooaah, suddenly when i want to write, i mean today, it is already 4th October. and yes, so many pressure of assignment, and final exams ( again ) will coming.. every September - October semester is short semester, so you have to finish the module and the syllabus of our lecture only for two months period.. So busy and hectic semster , right.. Thanks God, i still survive at this time. :)


When i see my last blog just now, i just realize, my last blog is already passed for two months and in two months period , i didn't write anything in this blog.. please excuse me.. :) I'm so busy with everything , keep thinking, and keep thinking , i also wondering what is the main problem that make me keep thinking. Just want to let my brain rest for awhile. But , why it can't be done??

I think that maybe with the additional ages that God gives us everyday, every minute, every second,  we also will get more and more pressure. To grow, to be a good person is not easy but when you really want to against that challenge , that makes your life a bit harder, but your mind keep stronger. That though make me just rethinking about my parents. They will be more more more pressured than us. So, just let it be, let it flow, and just pass the day without keep disappointed , keep protest with God, keep wondering without any action, But, just enjoy your life, enjoy your time, and enjoy everything you must have done. Don't too underestimate or even overestimate anything.

I think what i talk in the paragraphs above is too wise already.. HAHAHAHA. i just talk to myself, and keep motivate myself actually. BTW, last month i ordered MINI INSTAX CAMERA, and the items will arrived this week.. *waiting and excited* hahahaha.. I already want it from last year actually. How pathetic , ritee.. But i just scared, after i buy the things, i just keep it in my wardrobe or my drawer or in other words, i'm not used it.. hahahah.. but finally, i'm gonna get my new cute camera.. Will post it soon.. :) :)

Talking about camera, i also in love with Lomo.. But, i just see if i use Lomo Camera, it would be more complicated, because you need to buy their rolled film and also the printer, and if you want to post it to social media, you need to scanned it to you computer, so i just buy the mini instax 7s white and will learn about edit photo using photoshop to make the Lomo effect. or if i want my pictures have a lomo effect, i just take my Ipad 2 and capture pictures with INSTAGRAM. hehehehe..


Anyway, at the end of this month, i'm gonna back my hometown againnnnnn.. and take a holiday for two months.. Horeeeeyyy ( All my thumbs are up )

Have a nice day everyone.. :)

Final exam without pressure

Hey guyss,

I had my final exam on 8th, 12th, 15th, and 17th august.. I feel so scared to face the final exam, But i really don't have any effort to study harder. Because i can't to be like nerds girls who study every minute and every seconds she has. So i just try my best to study in my way.

In the last minutes like this, i still not getting the pressure to study harder. hehehe.. Do you know what i did in the middle of this situation? i keep browsing facebook, bbm, blogging, reading anything unrelated to exam and also webcam whoring with my Lazy partner who is Kania Satriafi.. hahahahha.. ( But, i already studied on 2 days before )

ONE OF THEM

take a silly pictures, laughing. Just enjoy the time like there is no exam tomorrow. ( Don't try this for your own )

heyy, i got songs upload..
by soundtract of film MONTECARLO ( havent watch it but already love the song )

i'm not beauty queen, i'm just beautiful me <3

I can't pleased everybody

- i'm sorry i can't pleased everybody -

Hi everyone, missing blog time so bad. 

As usual, so many good and bad things come over to me. Last few weeks i'm so effing busy for my assignments and busy for preparing my first event. 

Little sharing about my events last week, the team is very unprepared at the D day, But we through that day very well, even though the weather on last week is not friendly, it was such a rainy day, and the time delay until one and half hour, finally the event went smoothly and many participants is come over to that events. That week was very very very hectic week. I'm super tired and full of conflict in emotion at that week. But when the event is finish, i can take a little breathe to feel relieved that everything was okay. 

Will share some pictures.. ;;) ( Unfortunately not all people are captured, because they left before photo session ) 

The Facilitators 

After the events done and finish, i back to focus with all of my effing assignments. So many assignments but everything is done right now but i can't guaranteed about the results. I scared until almost die. 

- Problems is like weed, it never dies -

And after one problem is done, it will come again with a higher lever of difficulty. I got more problems that i can't share in here, but everything was done and i think it was done with hard feelings. 
But, The important thing is When you have to face the problems, you need to control your emotion. So you wont hurt people or to be hurt by somebodyelse.. 




Btw, I recently listening to the Maddi Jane music. She was amazing and extra awesome!!!  


I love her cover in price tag, impossible, and breakeven. She is more than talented!!!.. 


Check this out. 

Enjoy <3 

Little visit from little brother

HEY THERE,

SO missing to blogging and sharing everything here, but unfortunately i'm so hectic and very very busy to spare my time and write here. As you know, i'm so busy with my effing assignments, my task to responsible with my Indonesian Association Club to make and event.
Ohya anyway, i leak some information about my first event.
This event will be held on 23rd of July. There will be Food and Beverages provided, Attractive games, and some awesome performance from our Indonesian students. Just simply click BHINNEKA  to view our simple website. The pictures/ video or everything will be shared on our website.

By the way, two weeks ago, my little brother, Jojo visit me in here. Renita's little sister also come and visit her in KL. Then we're having fun together ( Me, Jojo, Renita, Renata, and Kania ). I forget about all activity we had, maybe i can remember when i shared the pictures.

Renata, Renita, Me and Jo, captured by Kania

Introduce my lil brother called Jonathan Tanuwijaya a.k.a JOJO

Eat TGIF!! Thumbs up to food , after that, bankrupt. 

At Candy Stores in Sunway Pyramid.

With Paris at our Condo. 

Me in Port Dickson

Renata and Renita. FYI, Renata is not good in jumping. :p 

Yeay, i'm the highest. 

Me and Jo in Pavilion

Outside Pavilion.

I still write his name while we're on fighting at that time. Now  all is clear.
Pictures credited to Jo.

Maybe this is my first time playing in the beach after yearsssss..

In Milkshake Factory , Changkat.

The pictures i shared is quite random, at least we having fun, going to all malls in KL one by one. Shopping here and shopping there until my body is cracked and mu wallet also dropped and make me have to low-lived right now. hehehe.. I'm so tired, my body drop, i got sorethroat until now , all my back is cracked But, afterall, i'm so happy and very sad when Jojo have to go back to Jakarta.

And now, i have to face my bundle of tasks whether it is assignment or whatever that i need to responsible for. Wish me luck for my best.


Cindy Tanuwijaya <3

Ignore the Pressure

We all want love in our life, we all want to laugh, but sometimes life can knock you down and toss you around a bit. When life does this to you, just remember these 3 words: Live, Love, Laugh. - ELISSA

To live in this cruel world, you just need to face them all and wear a smile. -ME

Hello there, 

Here i am with so many many things that needed to be shared but i don't know how to. I don't know where to start, and to end it. But the things i know right know is i am pressured with so many unimportant things for me. And as you know that i am so so busy now. This is not about busy that i have to do this and that ( Indonesian : Kepo ), But i'm busy in thinking so many things. I have to plan for this and that, and also i have to study for midterm and not forget to do my so many effing assignments. 

*take a deep breath*

When i try my best to do things, i will have a bad feelings afterwards. Just so you know, i'm really affected by everyone's perception about me. Thats why sometimes i'm so complicated. I scare somebody will have a hard feeling towards me when i do something. I don't like when i see someone that her/his face is creepy when they look at me. I can see people. ( It doesn't mean i have sixsense ), But i just know when people happy , people sad, people show that he/she is feel unlike or so much more. I just can feel it. I'm not psychologist, but i just can read what someone's feel which is written on his/her face and especially with my closest friend. And that is kind of things that make me feel pressured. 

So when i feel down and pressured with all this things, i just can face it one by one and don't forget to wear a smile whether it is fake or not, but its helping. And the second thing is feel grateful with Him, and love myself. Just ignore whether i am ugly, fat, old-fashioned, slow, or whatever. This is me and always be me. :)

Another thing i wanna share is my brother is coming on thursday!!! Horeyyyy.. I already missed him so much.. and also he willing to bring me so many things i want.. Yihaaaa!!! <3 Actually i hope that my boyfriend also willing to come here. I'm so miss him. :( 

Okey, and the last thing is maybe i will not that often in posting anymore :( It doesn't mean that i won't post anything here anymore, but maybe i just won't post that often. 

Hope that i still be wished to be good luck in completing everything i do include my assignment or exams and love. 

Goodnight <3

cindytanuwijaya

If Dogs could talk

Hey there..

In this blog, i just wanna fulfill my promises about sharing related to the "KIDDOS" in my apartment. :p
They called Mylo and Paris. Actually they are not mine, they are my friends's. :) In the beginning, my friend is bought Mylo first. Her boyfriend gave Mylo as her birthday gift. And Mylo is type Toy poodle and when i meet him in the first time, he was very tiny, active, and cutest dog ever. And Paris is bought a year after Mylo. When Paris was puppy, i'm not in Malaysia. I'm in Indonesia, so that i'm not really have any chemistry with her ( at first ). As you know our elder always say " gak kenal makanya gak sayang" .. hiihihih..

And after i come back to Malaysia, both of kids is moving to their daddy's house ( which is my friend's boyfriend ) because our condo is very tight, and their dad's house is very very wide and they become have the play area, so we met them infrequently.

AND recently , they both kids are back to my condo ( only temporary ), they are dropped in our condo because their dad is back to his hometown, so that their mom's ( which is my freak housemate ) have to take care of them. I become very welcome them into our house. They are really cute and very naughty. I become love both of them very very much!!!!!!! And i wish someday i could have a dog like them..

here i share some picsss..

this is the ultra tiny of mylo with his mom

almost one and half year passed

Mylo vs Paris :p 

they eat together, sleep together. 

Paris play with her doll.. <3

me and mylo.. 

Anyway, i share a little bit old wordsss about if dogs could talk

Read this and don't forget to love your pets.

DogLovers on earth, please read this
If dogs Could Talk:

1. My life is likely to last 10-17 years Any separation from you is likely to be painful.

2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.

3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being.

4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you.

5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me.

6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it.

7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you.

8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me, or that I might not understand what it is you want. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food,or any food or water, or I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak.

9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You will grow old, too.

10. On that sad and difficult last journey, go with me please. Never say you can't bear to watch. Don't make me face this alone. Everything is easier for me if you are there, because I love you so. Tell me goodbye with your presence, no matter how difficult it is for you, remember, it's worse for me....

Take a moment today to be thankful for your pets. Enjoy and take good care of them. Life would be a much duller, less joyful experience without our four legged critters~

We get so much from our four legged pets who sadly live shorter lives than we humans. We need to make their lives as well as our own a mutual relationship that has no comparison with other relationships. Your four legged friend will not divorce or leave you. You don't need to wait for Heaven, to be surrounded by hope, love, and joyfulness. It is here and now on earth and has four legs




GOODNIGHT, HAPPY WEEKEND!! 


cindy <3

Thousands Thanks

"Stay away from negative and stay focus on the positive! Focus , focus, and focus on the positive!"

Hello everyone, 

So many things happened today. So many feelings i felt today. So many thoughts flashed and messed my brain. i just hardly determine whether it is a good or bad news. About the last blog i share about the election of candidates as the leader of Bhinneka Indo Club, VERY UNEXPECTED , We( me and my partner ) winning the election. So here am i, as a new President of Bhinneka Association Indonesian Club. So many consideration flashed on my mind. So many perception that i think will come out from so many people. Why i really didn't expect that i'll do this far, because i don't do my campaign even my last campaign which is speech, i did it very bad. Unprepared at all because i focus on Midterm, and i didn't dressed properly. I just stand in front of not-so-much-people, But i still very nervous, and scare i'll be judged. hahahah..

Sometimes , i just feel so lucky that God has planned me to do this. Maybe he know i'll improve myself, repair my last last faults ( being a not-social-person = unsocial ). I'll try my best to do this all. I know God will lead me properly. SO, WELCOME to be a super busy person, Cindy. You can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!

In this time, i really feel so useful to take the course : ManagingPeople. Maybe its sounds silly, but it really works for me. And now, i already set my Goal which is my vision, and heading to it within my mission. Hopefully i can succeed, and do my best. :) Thanks God For always blessing and lead me. I know nowhere to go if you didn't give me your direction. :D

Hey, i just forgot to make up my promise about sending some pics about kiddos at my house rite,
i'm sorry i can't make it up now, but, on the next post, i will post particularly about them.. Hope you looking forwards for them without any disappointing me.. HAHAHA..

Anyway, you should gotta hear this song.. i just got the recommend from my bestie!!
Actually, I already love Leighton Meester so much!!!!!!!!!!!
and now i just love her more!!!!!!!!
She's just more than Blair Waldorf in Gossip Girl.. ♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥

  ♥ ♥


cindy

Rude Friday

Hello there.. 

I know i already lazy to take my time to share anything in my blog. But, i have so many many reason to cover it up. ( as you know , everyone don't want to be judged, right ) hehehe.. 

Last few weeks ago, i admit that i'm so lazy to write even i'm alone at home and i have nothing to do as i mentioned in my last blog if i'm not mistaken. My friends are out of town. One of them went to Sunway to spend her weekend with her boyfriend as usual, and another one was just hanged out with her friend ( male ) and her friends"s friends. They already ask me to join them, but, i was not really close with them ,and they are heading to beach. ( FYI, my parents don't allow me to play and visit any beach , they just have so manyyyyy myth. And i'm not that mean to disobey their words ) 

Today actually already saturday, but i just count it as Friday night. Usually i always love friday, but today i'm a bit tired and pissed with this Friday. In the morning, i just got a bit problem. ANDDDDDD i need to study, because i got one midterm exam. ANDDDDDDDD ( again ) tomorrow i have replacement class for 3 hours in Taxation class. ANDDDDDDD ( over again ) tomorrow is the D day of result who is the next leader in Bhineka Indonesian Association in my University. Honestly , there is no feeling of nervous in me, because i'm pessimist to be chosen. But yes, i'm so nervous when i think what should i say tomorrow in the last campaign. How to be the leader if i still not very confidence with myself. FYI, i just a minor in them, i don't have many many friends , and i'm just afraid everybody gonna disappointed after chose me. But when i share my case with my close friends, they just say, why you have to be a majority, and why you have to read and try to estimating others perception. 

yayaya, thats very true.. so i just decided to face it whatever is it. I don't mind whether i'm gonna win or lost. i just try my best. :) ohyeahhh.. nowadays, i got two kiddoss in my condo.. my nephew and my niece.. they are so cute and become my mood booster.. i'll post their pictures, in the next blog because the pics is still in my blackberry. Please be patient. they are so cute and smart.. :) 

Another thing that make me pissed lately is about the Celcom. ( the provider that have Blackberry internet service that i used currently). I'm so disappointed with Celcom. They always robbed my airtime balance everyday in 6 days lately. Can you count it if 1 day they robbed me 9RM ( i top up 10RM, deduct for Subscribe the blackberry Internet service 1 RM ) and they just do it in 6 days. I don;t know what happen. but they just say, i used the browser application , thats why they deduct my balance, BUT , i can make sure that i never use my browser application before. One of my friend said, it is because i used uber twitter. But, my other friends also use ubertwitter, and celcom didn't deduct their balance.. WHY ME? hiks.. 

so on Monday, i decided to change my provider into Maxis. ( Dear Maxis, please be friendly with me ) :p

I know this post is so random, and already out of the topic about this friday and without pictures or any interesting thing, because i already lazy to edited it.. ehhehe.. But i surely will post interesting things in my next blogs. But for today, please wish me luck for tomorrow midterm exam and about the campaign.. 

And i hope tomorrow will be a good Saturday. :D 

"Being ordinary gives you the greatest power, don't ever give up"

   ♥

Cindy

I've learned

hey there,

I don't know why, but today i just feel so blue. i don't know why it is happened, but probably today is my bad hair day. And i don't know whether it is the reason or not that make me being so blue and mellow today.
In here, i just share a little bit mellow things that i've learned from my life. 

1. i have learned that the grass always looks greener at the other side, ( but actually yours is greener than theirs). thats because (maybe) you have not use your real efforts and confidence seeing yours. And its because you always compare yourself with others. 

2. No matter how disappointed person you are, your family will not backstabbing on you. They will forgive you no matter how many times you disappoint them.  

3. Your lover is really love you when he cried in front of you, say sorry even though  he didn't do anything wrong. He do it because he just don't want to lose you. ( yeah, he is my boyfriend :) ) and You just love the person truly from your heart , with nothing reasonable things. 

4. Love is a trust. ( don't mind if Long distance relationship , yes i am in that situation) 

5. We live in this universe is only temporary, but it does not mean that you can live easily without money. You need to save and manage your money wisely from earlier. So you know how precious your money are. You can't just split out your money for nothing worth to buy. i don't say you have to stingy, but be wise. its quite important for you and your future. 

6. Everyone needs friends. A bit sharing here, i'm a friendly from child untillll my freshman year. i don't blame to anyone, but, i just regret what i decided. i had friend. I trust her as my real best friend. She isn't a friendly person. i mean that, she easily to hate someone. And as her bestfriend, i just feel she was right, and i have to trust her by also hate someone she said that person is bad. And now, after she had a boyfriend, she just dump  us ( yeah, i'm not alone. i have 2 friends that also feel the same way). She move to another univ, and leave me. And i realize i did the wrong thing. but it is useless to regret everything. i don't have many many friends here, and thats really make me feel sorry to myself. :( How best is your best friends? They will leave you when they found out about your little bad things , won't they? Be Independent!! ^^

Ohyeah, today and for my next few days, i'll feel so lonely. I just alone at my condo.. my housemates are all hanged out with her boy friend, with her lover to the beach, and the other one is going to her grandmother's house. hikssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.....