Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Ignore the Pressure

We all want love in our life, we all want to laugh, but sometimes life can knock you down and toss you around a bit. When life does this to you, just remember these 3 words: Live, Love, Laugh. - ELISSA

To live in this cruel world, you just need to face them all and wear a smile. -ME

Hello there, 
Here i am with so many many things that needed to be shared but i don't know how to. I don't know where to start, and to end it. But the things i know right know is i am pressured with so many unimportant things for me. And as you know that i am so so busy now. This is not about busy that i have to do this and that ( Indonesian : Kepo ), But i'm busy in thinking so many things. I have to plan for this and that, and also i have to study for midterm and not forget to do my so many effing assignments. 

*take a deep breath*

When i try my best to do things, i will have a bad feelings afterwards. Just so you know, i'm really affected by everyone's perception about me. Thats why sometimes i'm so complicated. I scare somebody will have a hard feeling towards me when i do something. I don't like when i see someone that her/his face is creepy when they look at me. I can see people. ( It doesn't mean i have sixsense ), But i just know when people happy , people sad, people show that he/she is feel unlike or so much more. I just can feel it. I'm not psychologist, but i just can read what someone's feel which is written on his/her face and especially with my closest friend. And that is kind of things that make me feel pressured. 

So when i feel down and pressured with all this things, i just can face it one by one and don't forget to wear a smile whether it is fake or not, but its helping. And the second thing is feel grateful with Him, and love myself. Just ignore whether i am ugly, fat, old-fashioned, slow, or whatever. This is me and always be me. :)

Another thing i wanna share is my brother is coming on thursday!!! Horeyyyy.. I already missed him so much.. and also he willing to bring me so many things i want.. Yihaaaa!!! <3 Actually i hope that my boyfriend also willing to come here. I'm so miss him. :( 

Okey, and the last thing is maybe i will not that often in posting anymore :( It doesn't mean that i won't post anything here anymore, but maybe i just won't post that often. 

Hope that i still be wished to be good luck in completing everything i do include my assignment or exams and love. 

Goodnight <3

Friday, June 24, 2011

If Dogs could talk

Hey there..

In this blog, i just wanna fulfill my promises about sharing related to the "KIDDOS" in my apartment. :p
They called Mylo and Paris. Actually they are not mine, they are my friends's. :) In the beginning, my friend is bought Mylo first. Her boyfriend gave Mylo as her birthday gift. And Mylo is type Toy poodle and when i meet him in the first time, he was very tiny, active, and cutest dog ever. And Paris is bought a year after Mylo. When Paris was puppy, i'm not in Malaysia. I'm in Indonesia, so that i'm not really have any chemistry with her ( at first ). As you know our elder always say " gak kenal makanya gak sayang" .. hiihihih..

And after i come back to Malaysia, both of kids is moving to their daddy's house ( which is my friend's boyfriend ) because our condo is very tight, and their dad's house is very very wide and they become have the play area, so we met them infrequently.

AND recently , they both kids are back to my condo ( only temporary ), they are dropped in our condo because their dad is back to his hometown, so that their mom's ( which is my freak housemate ) have to take care of them. I become very welcome them into our house. They are really cute and very naughty. I become love both of them very very much!!!!!!! And i wish someday i could have a dog like them..

here i share some picsss..

this is the ultra tiny of mylo with his mom

almost one and half year passed

Mylo vs Paris :p 
they eat together, sleep together. 
Paris play with her doll.. <3
me and mylo.. 
Anyway, i share a little bit old wordsss about if dogs could talk

Read this and don't forget to love your pets.

DogLovers on earth, please read this
If dogs Could Talk:

1. My life is likely to last 10-17 years Any separation from you is likely to be painful.

2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.

3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being.

4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you.

5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me.

6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it.

7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you.

8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me, or that I might not understand what it is you want. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food,or any food or water, or I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak.

9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You will grow old, too.

10. On that sad and difficult last journey, go with me please. Never say you can't bear to watch. Don't make me face this alone. Everything is easier for me if you are there, because I love you so. Tell me goodbye with your presence, no matter how difficult it is for you, remember, it's worse for me....

Take a moment today to be thankful for your pets. Enjoy and take good care of them. Life would be a much duller, less joyful experience without our four legged critters~

We get so much from our four legged pets who sadly live shorter lives than we humans. We need to make their lives as well as our own a mutual relationship that has no comparison with other relationships. Your four legged friend will not divorce or leave you. You don't need to wait for Heaven, to be surrounded by hope, love, and joyfulness. It is here and now on earth and has four legs


cindy <3

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Thousands Thanks

"Stay away from negative and stay focus on the positive! Focus , focus, and focus on the positive!"

Hello everyone, 
So many things happened today. So many feelings i felt today. So many thoughts flashed and messed my brain. i just hardly determine whether it is a good or bad news. About the last blog i share about the election of candidates as the leader of Bhinneka Indo Club, VERY UNEXPECTED , We( me and my partner ) winning the election. So here am i, as a new President of Bhinneka Association Indonesian Club. So many consideration flashed on my mind. So many perception that i think will come out from so many people. Why i really didn't expect that i'll do this far, because i don't do my campaign even my last campaign which is speech, i did it very bad. Unprepared at all because i focus on Midterm, and i didn't dressed properly. I just stand in front of not-so-much-people, But i still very nervous, and scare i'll be judged. hahahah..

Sometimes , i just feel so lucky that God has planned me to do this. Maybe he know i'll improve myself, repair my last last faults ( being a not-social-person = unsocial ). I'll try my best to do this all. I know God will lead me properly. SO, WELCOME to be a super busy person, Cindy. You can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!

In this time, i really feel so useful to take the course : ManagingPeople. Maybe its sounds silly, but it really works for me. And now, i already set my Goal which is my vision, and heading to it within my mission. Hopefully i can succeed, and do my best. :) Thanks God For always blessing and lead me. I know nowhere to go if you didn't give me your direction. :D

Hey, i just forgot to make up my promise about sending some pics about kiddos at my house rite,
i'm sorry i can't make it up now, but, on the next post, i will post particularly about them.. Hope you looking forwards for them without any disappointing me.. HAHAHA..

Anyway, you should gotta hear this song.. i just got the recommend from my bestie!!
Actually, I already love Leighton Meester so much!!!!!!!!!!!
and now i just love her more!!!!!!!!
She's just more than Blair Waldorf in Gossip Girl.. ♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥

  ♥ ♥


Friday, June 17, 2011

Rude Friday

Hello there.. 
I know i already lazy to take my time to share anything in my blog. But, i have so many many reason to cover it up. ( as you know , everyone don't want to be judged, right ) hehehe.. 

Last few weeks ago, i admit that i'm so lazy to write even i'm alone at home and i have nothing to do as i mentioned in my last blog if i'm not mistaken. My friends are out of town. One of them went to Sunway to spend her weekend with her boyfriend as usual, and another one was just hanged out with her friend ( male ) and her friends"s friends. They already ask me to join them, but, i was not really close with them ,and they are heading to beach. ( FYI, my parents don't allow me to play and visit any beach , they just have so manyyyyy myth. And i'm not that mean to disobey their words ) 

Today actually already saturday, but i just count it as Friday night. Usually i always love friday, but today i'm a bit tired and pissed with this Friday. In the morning, i just got a bit problem. ANDDDDDD i need to study, because i got one midterm exam. ANDDDDDDDD ( again ) tomorrow i have replacement class for 3 hours in Taxation class. ANDDDDDDD ( over again ) tomorrow is the D day of result who is the next leader in Bhineka Indonesian Association in my University. Honestly , there is no feeling of nervous in me, because i'm pessimist to be chosen. But yes, i'm so nervous when i think what should i say tomorrow in the last campaign. How to be the leader if i still not very confidence with myself. FYI, i just a minor in them, i don't have many many friends , and i'm just afraid everybody gonna disappointed after chose me. But when i share my case with my close friends, they just say, why you have to be a majority, and why you have to read and try to estimating others perception. 

yayaya, thats very true.. so i just decided to face it whatever is it. I don't mind whether i'm gonna win or lost. i just try my best. :) ohyeahhh.. nowadays, i got two kiddoss in my condo.. my nephew and my niece.. they are so cute and become my mood booster.. i'll post their pictures, in the next blog because the pics is still in my blackberry. Please be patient. they are so cute and smart.. :) 

Another thing that make me pissed lately is about the Celcom. ( the provider that have Blackberry internet service that i used currently). I'm so disappointed with Celcom. They always robbed my airtime balance everyday in 6 days lately. Can you count it if 1 day they robbed me 9RM ( i top up 10RM, deduct for Subscribe the blackberry Internet service 1 RM ) and they just do it in 6 days. I don;t know what happen. but they just say, i used the browser application , thats why they deduct my balance, BUT , i can make sure that i never use my browser application before. One of my friend said, it is because i used uber twitter. But, my other friends also use ubertwitter, and celcom didn't deduct their balance.. WHY ME? hiks.. 
so on Monday, i decided to change my provider into Maxis. ( Dear Maxis, please be friendly with me ) :p

I know this post is so random, and already out of the topic about this friday and without pictures or any interesting thing, because i already lazy to edited it.. ehhehe.. But i surely will post interesting things in my next blogs. But for today, please wish me luck for tomorrow midterm exam and about the campaign.. 

And i hope tomorrow will be a good Saturday. :D 

"Being ordinary gives you the greatest power, don't ever give up"



Friday, June 3, 2011

I've learned

hey there,

I don't know why, but today i just feel so blue. i don't know why it is happened, but probably today is my bad hair day. And i don't know whether it is the reason or not that make me being so blue and mellow today.
In here, i just share a little bit mellow things that i've learned from my life. 

1. i have learned that the grass always looks greener at the other side, ( but actually yours is greener than theirs). thats because (maybe) you have not use your real efforts and confidence seeing yours. And its because you always compare yourself with others. 

2. No matter how disappointed person you are, your family will not backstabbing on you. They will forgive you no matter how many times you disappoint them.  

3. Your lover is really love you when he cried in front of you, say sorry even though  he didn't do anything wrong. He do it because he just don't want to lose you. ( yeah, he is my boyfriend :) ) and You just love the person truly from your heart , with nothing reasonable things. 

4. Love is a trust. ( don't mind if Long distance relationship , yes i am in that situation) 

5. We live in this universe is only temporary, but it does not mean that you can live easily without money. You need to save and manage your money wisely from earlier. So you know how precious your money are. You can't just split out your money for nothing worth to buy. i don't say you have to stingy, but be wise. its quite important for you and your future. 

6. Everyone needs friends. A bit sharing here, i'm a friendly from child untillll my freshman year. i don't blame to anyone, but, i just regret what i decided. i had friend. I trust her as my real best friend. She isn't a friendly person. i mean that, she easily to hate someone. And as her bestfriend, i just feel she was right, and i have to trust her by also hate someone she said that person is bad. And now, after she had a boyfriend, she just dump  us ( yeah, i'm not alone. i have 2 friends that also feel the same way). She move to another univ, and leave me. And i realize i did the wrong thing. but it is useless to regret everything. i don't have many many friends here, and thats really make me feel sorry to myself. :( How best is your best friends? They will leave you when they found out about your little bad things , won't they? Be Independent!! ^^

Ohyeah, today and for my next few days, i'll feel so lonely. I just alone at my condo.. my housemates are all hanged out with her boy friend, with her lover to the beach, and the other one is going to her grandmother's house. hikssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..... 

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Cindy-Novita Campaign

Hi there, i'm back writing again. this time, i write this with some intention, to get more point for people to vote us. FYI, i'm such a lazy person to do like campaign, do some noisy-thing, i'm just so simple. ( and big YES that i am A BIT WEAK in technology, excuse please ) hehehe..

These are our campaign, we're not promising anything, but we'll try our best for you. we don't like to split our words in nothing.


Yes, we are Cindy and Novita are one-set candidates of Leaders in Indonesian Club Association period 2011-2012 in UCSI University.

Our Vision 
is to establish and strengthen the relationship between Indonesian student in UCSI and Indonesian student in other Campuses.

Our Mision 
> To make Indonesian students in UCSI more active role in organizing and more willing to voice their aspirations.
> To enhance cooperation between the board of directors or among members that create an environment that enjoys working, compact, and democratic

IF we are the leader of Indonesian Club Assosiation (BHINEKA) in Period 2011-2012, we planned to built relationship with Indonesian student in others campuses. We'll try our best to built a good relationship between senior-junior / all Indonesian student by
(e.g) 1. Create familiarity night events that aim to know each other well and can share knowledge about everything.
(e.g) 2. Help new Indonesian student to adaptation in new environtment (food/etc)
(e.g) 3. Be open and democratic.

(+) We are Loyal-Open-Friendly-Enjoyable-Funny


this is our video campaign

Sorry for unwell-prepared and the low quality anyway. :)